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Single Momma…again

As it turns out, I’m going to be a single Mom after all. The weight of that is just as huge as it was the first time. There’s more to say, of course, but right now I just can’t.

I have no idea what the future holds, or what even tomorrow holds for that matter. I tell myself just one day… one moment at the time.

I just want to be done with here…done living out of suitcases for months on end (again)… living too far away from friends and family…and now alone on top of it.

It was an adventure..now its a nightmare. I had high hopes for our family here, looking forward to working to make this old well-loved house cute and functional again. Having a farm-life dream that we all got to work on together as a family.

I want a future with my children that feels stable, where we can put down roots and know our circumstances aren’t going to change with the wind.

I hate that after all this, they don’t really trust me either. I assured them we were safe, our family was safe. There was no need to worry because we were a family today, tomorrow, forever, no matter what.

Their trust will be hard-won, and rightly so. When will they feel safe and secure again?? One thing I know, that is my one and only goal- to make them feel safe and secure. Every move, every decision comes down to that.

Pray for us please. Comfort for all involved- especially the children. Wisdom for me, as I have huge decisions to make. For our house to sell quickly so we can put this behind us and move forward.

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14 Comments

  1. <3 for you friend, and for your sweet babies. We're here for you, for whatever we can do. Please lean on us and let us help you. You all are welcome here anytime.

  2. I’m so very sorry, my friend. I will continue to pray for all of you. I am here for you in whatever way you need, an ear to listen, a place to stay, a cook to make a meal or anything else. Much love my friend.

  3. Prayers for all of you! And I second Tracy, we are here and we will fight alongside you to make them feel safe. Family is more than what you were born with!

  4. Chin up girl! Shake if off… ((hugs)) you can do this. Your stronger than you think you are and braver than you ever knew you could be.
    Just another page in your great story.. Make sure this chapter has what you want written in it.

  5. I wish for you all strength during this difficult time. I’m sure you are a super mom and your worries are a natural part of this process. It’s not an easy thing for anyone to go through, much less when there are children involved. Try to keep positive and remember that we all have you in our prayers!

  6. I am so, so sorry. At least your children will always know you tried to make things work. If there is anything we can do here, please let me know. I will be praying!

  7. Wow. This sounds like a difficult situation and so here’s hoping that you find the inner strength to do what is necessary to take care of yourself and the children.

  8. So very sorry. Praying for peace, hope, and safety for you and your littles. May you feel God’s hand and guidance as you step forward to find out what each day and each corner holds for you.

  9. I will be praying for you, Im a single mother and I promise you will manage, you will find support with other single mothers…What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger..praying for your little one as well

  10. Everyone always says God only gives you what he knows you can handle! Well during that time, it becomes very hard to believe it! But with all the craziness that has gone in my life, I can tell you, it will get better, you will find someone, you will be happy, you will be you again! It may not seem like it now, but it will! Find comfort in friends and family that you can talk to and just keep trucking! It will get better!

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